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Life changes

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Hello everyone! It's been a while, isn't it? 

I'll be straightforward and honest with this: I haven't been feeling well these past couple of weeks. I was looking for a job in the art department and encountered a horrible experience in that field that just made me want to give up on everything art-related. That is why I haven't been active at all (I haven't drawn for myself since months...). 

But thanks to my friends, family and boyfriend, I decided to turn the page and launch a new start, hoping it's the right decision this time. I have realized I am not meant for art, for a living at least. Because of my family situation and my dad disease, I need a stable job, where I wouldn't need to chase the art job offers... Like I have been doing since april... with all negative replies, and they were only temporary contracts anyway. I then have really been thinking about what I should do. Should I just take a formation in another field? Doing studies again? Well, the answer was made really quick and yes, I've started studying again since last week. After a bachelor and a master's degree in art, I will now study computer sciences. Though I have started a month later than the first school day, so I have a lot to catch up, meaning I will be even less active....but now, it's certain: art will only be a hobby. I don't want to kill my love for art just because of the kind of job I might have been doing if I continued in that way. 

And who knows? Maybe I'll get to do lots more art now than before. Future is so uncertain and I feel so lost but I need to hang on. Sorry for blabbering about my life, I just needed to write about it and I thought you might want to know what was going on xD 

Have a great week everyone!
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Thank you!

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Hello everyone :)
How are you all doing? I've been away for such a long time, my inbox is full of artworks, journals, comments... There is more than 10.000 xDDDDD I need to remove them little by little *fighting!*

I also wanted to say thank you all for the birthday wishes! I will try to reply to you all individually but it will take some time now x'D

Also I'm officially on a job hunt @___@ I need to find a stable job soon TT____TT If you have any advices, I'm more than open xD

Okay, I have to get back to commissions! See you soon guys! ^___^
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[EDIT] sorry guys, I have to close my Patreon because of lack of time  :iconlazecryplz:

Hello everyone :)

Thank you for your thoughts and advices. I've finally planned everything out so here is my Patreon : www.patreon.com/shokochan  If you still have concerns/questions/suggestions, feel free to tell me here ! :)

You will get access to exclusive content and you can also commission me from there ! But you will notice that the price is higher there for the commissions because the commissioner will get more than just his/her commission ! (example : brushes, PSD, video process, and many more !).

You can find there the commission bust sketches at the price of 20$ instead of 10$. But if you just want to only have your commission, you can always commission me from here on DA (note or mail).

We then, see you soon ! Share the word if you can/want ! :D

Thank you everyone for the support for this past year and hope everyone is fine ! :)
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Hello guys ! How are you ? :icontuzkidanceplz:

DA has changed quite a lot since the time I wasn't active here, I wonder what all those new things are and how they work XD I don't know if I will get used to it ahahah--

Anyway ! I finally finished my thesis (I'm just waiting for feedbacks from my teacher and then I'll print it and prepare the oral presentation of it xD)

A lot has  happened since I "cut out" my life here on the Internet, my dad has finally gained more weight (gosh, I have a lot of difficulties to put him on his bed now, I need to workout ! :icontuzkisweatdropplz:), I'm really happy about that but now that he has gained more force, we should take him out once in a while... (it's been MONTHS since the last time he went out, not talking about hospital checkup though) BUT it's not that we are not willing to but the wheelchair we have for citylife is just NOT comfortable at all for him. It's just the standard wheelchair you can see anywhere but as you guys may know, my dad doesn't have balance and can't control his weight and feet, so he often slips from the wheelchair (we have a belt on it but, really not comfortable). So we do have a nice wheelchair designed for his illness but it costed and the insurance has already helped us but it only helped once every four years or so (for that matter). So we're waiting for 2 or 3 more years (forgot when we purchased that chair but it wasnt that long I think ? xD) but I really want to purchase it as soon as possible. The thing is, what I'm doing for the special commission isn't enough at all (a custom wheelchair cost an arm, a leg, even a liver LOL I would gladly donate my heart but it's already taken o/ uhuhuh).

So what I've been thinking about doing is a patreon page. I've heard a lot of success stories about it and I think it might work (but I'm not popular so IDK, insecuritiiiiiess, doubtsssss, aaaah I haven't missed these feelings. At all.). Actually I already have a Patreon page since june but haven't promoted it at all because I really didn't know how that works. But a friend explained it to me and now it has come a bit clearer. I will certainly make it public on the first of December and wanted to know your thoughts about it guys. Will you become my patrons ? Even 1$ a month helps and you will get to see exclusive works that I'm not showing anywhere. And many more that I'll let you know on the first of December.

So that's all for now ! I'm going back at drawing (finally !). :iconlaze2plz:

PS : I've started doing NSFW (BL included), are you interested ? :iconomg-blushplz:





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Edit:  I have an invasion of mosquitoes in my room. I've been biten countless times and so I can't work in my room anymore for some time, I need to kill theeeeem urgh. So commissions will be done a bit slower than expected (sorry  TillyN and  Hamoth ) also, it's been so long since the last time I draw I'm experiencing some eye pain due to the screen or smtgh... i'm going to see a doctor next week to find out @_@''
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Hello people, I'm back :iconcryinplz: 

I've submitted my senior project and now I'm free from all school duties  :icondeterminedguycryplz:

But i'm taking this week/weekend to just relax and chill out before starting the commissions again, so, for the commissionners in the waiting list, I'm getting back at you pretty soon ! *finally* Sorry for the long wait, I hope you still want the commission :iconfacewallplz:

Also, the kiriban was caught by :icondanila-san: (proof sta.sh/02ek0uksvmeo ), I've noted you dear, waiting for your reply ! <3


//trying to reply to comments and stuff but there are comment dated from.... last year :iconfacewallplz:

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